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2012-03-25 11:51
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@jaay_143 you ugly cunt

@jaay_143 I still reported you. You can't call me a 'bitch' and get away with it.

@yawyaw2024 yes, I can barely wear shorts because I have a few scars on my legs and I would give almost anything to take them away. But I am getting better with it. I tell myself that idgaf what others think about them, they don't know what crap drove me to do it. And anyone who wants to judge me because I did something stupid can gtfo. At least I caught myself and pulled myself out of the hole instead of digging it deeper. But everytime someone calls me Emo or some snide remark about the marks I put on myself it makes it that much harder to get over them. It's hard to forget something that someone reminds you of everyday.

And I hated cutting. It made me feel even more weak and worthless, and everytime someone brings it up all those guilty weak feelings come back. Even though I know it shouldn't bother me, that I'm over it, everyday I have to smear cover up on my legs. But it also makes me so grateful that someone stepped in and helped me. All the people who did stay with me through it showed me how committed to me they were, and those who left showed me whoy real friends where. It also led me to following God, who in return gave me a worth. Gave me something to live for. He helps me cope with pain and takes the burden fromy shoulders. I know that He forgives me for the stupid things I did to myself even if nobody else does.

@hailyschmidt good for you ive never done anything like that but at least people who do that read what you wrote know that its not impossible and who cares what people say about you because not everybody is going to love you if they dont it their loss

She doesn't cut for an escape, most people cut to punish themselves. She's not saving herself to be perfect but to be normal because she has body dis-morphia. She wears

Makeup because it gives her the opportunity the be creative. She is quiet because she's insecure and people suck, she's a bitch because it works for her and yea maybe there are some hidden issues, and she talks to boys because she likes boys. She's heterosexual.

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